Please Don't Let This Be A Sign Of Things To Come

What a way to start out the month of March, with not one, but two flat tires on my car!!

I hope and pray this is not a sign of the month to come....please, please, please let things start picking up and becoming more positive.

I do feel very fortunate however that these flat tires came on the heels of a weekend and not on the 805 to LA while going 70 miles an hour. I know it could have been so much worse.

It's easy to forget how well taken care of we are when faced with daily adversities. So right here and now I thank you God for keeping me and my baby boy safe from the harm that easily could have befallen us.

My gut tells me March is going to be a slammin month for Ben, he's right on the cusp of making his mark on the entertainment world. He's got the best agent and she is fully behind him sending him on audition after audition. I know it is only a matter of time before he books something cool!

He of course still really wants the movie part but i am doing my best to keep him grounded in the reality that not all auditions are going to lead to parts or bookings. He does seem to be understanding this more and more as he goes on audition after audition.

I have to admit the little guy is a trooper, going up to LA two sometimes three times in a week and handling it like a pro.

Which is a little suprising considering we are in the age of mini-meltdowns and the need to express his individual personality.

Speaking of individual personalities though, mine has just been stiffled beyond belief lately. My writing has taken such a back burner to my son's goals.

I miss writing. I miss creating that world of make-believe creations and situations.

I have been sadly disappointing in the area of my fan-fiction in that I've had no new updates in over a month now.

I hope whatever this funk is that I am able to shake it and soon. Wish me well.